
Episode 5: I'm glad Raphael was at least able to tell someone about his loneliness.
Theodore isn't going to last long at this rate.
Man, who hurt Keith.
Isn't Cocoon stage just like a rebellious teenage phase...
Welp the kids are gone.
Episode 6: I get Deli's POV but telling a small child to take care of their infant sibling if something happens to him instead of saying something directly for Raphael when he leaves is just sad. Raphael is more than a 'big brother' and what he can do for Ui.
Yes, call out Dino for hurting Theodore! >.<
She would've confirmed it anyway but the enemy girl led the kids to Johannes, the next target for their raid.
I think the fathers could get a long way just by telling their children how they feel and that they never mean to hurt them, that they're still learning too and are trying their best.
Episode 7: The mansion was burned down, the children were taken except Ui, Dali was stabbed, Johannes was taken too...x_x
Calling dhampir gutter-rats, that's kinda sad, I know they stink to vampires but damn, they can't help being born. And a whole village of them was massacred just for existing.
Lol well at least the kids are okay for now... Will Kiki really be okay with killing off the kids one by one when Johannes doesn't talk?
Episode 8: Catarina is either a femme man or trans femme. đ¤
The village of dhampir worshiped the TRUE OF TRUMP but then were taken out by them. Man what a tragedy. :/
I don't understand Pendulum's boss's dream at all, he 'wants to make TRUMP happy'?? TRUMP is some distant god who randomly sweeps in and kills people off in weird fits.

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- 01. planned ; A and B have arranged to meet for the first time.
- 02. chance ; A and B meet for the first time by chance.
- 03. intrude ; B accidentally interrupts or intrudes upon A, whether at home or doing an activity, leading to their meeting.
- 04. incident ; at the site of an incident involving others, A and B meet.
- 05. accident ; B comes across A for the first time, just after A has had an minor accident.
- 06. collision ; A and B first meet when literally colliding with each other, a minor collision due to distraction or negligence.
- 07. i’m lost ; B approaches A while lost, to ask for directions or assistance.
- 08. we’re lost ; A and B meet each other by chance while both are lost in unfamiliar surroundings.
- 09. found ; A has been lost for some time and first meets B when B happens to find them.
- 10. intervene ; B meets A when intervening on a tense or dangerous situation where A is seemingly in trouble.
- 11. sanctuary ; A has come across B's home/homeland and meets B for the first time as they come asking for shelter.
- 12. desperation ; due to an unexpected threatening event or circumstance both muses are taking shelter or something similar together, meeting for the first time.
- 13. forced ; due to circumstances beyond either of their controls, A and B first meet due to being forced into the same space or situation.
- 14. runaway ; A and B meet for the first time while planning to flee, or while fleeing a common enemy, place or situation.
Over the Garden Wall stickers this week! (A gift from Alex last year.) One of my favorite personal Halloween traditions is rewatching it.
Having most of this week off from work was wonderful! It never feels like enough time, or like I manage to do quite enough, but I'm still fairly pleased with it. We didn't get out and do as much as I maybe wished, but it wasn't nothing, either. I also managed to be relatively productive at home: I got some cleaning projects and other chores done. I read a pretty good amount, though didn't write much. Halloween itself wasn't amazing, but it was all right.
Goals for the week:
- I finished reading Queen Demon
- I started my WIP outline
- I worked on my reading page
- I did not work on my pin boards
- I watered my plants
- I cleaned my bedside table
- I cleaned out my table drawers
- I did not clean the small or large bookshelves
- I did get together with Taylor
- I watched Over the Garden Wall
- I did not put my laundry away
- I did my November tracking grids
- I kept up and finished my "October Devotional"
- I started reading Red Rabbit
- I did not yet vote
- I did work on my book reviews
For my October Devotional:
- 26 - We got and ate some Halloween candy
- 27 - We bought new bedding
- 28 - We went to see Shelby Oaks
- 29 - We went for a walk around the 17 Mile House
- 30 - We went on a drive, we made curry
- 31 - Halloween! I watched Over the Garden Wall
Tracked habits:
- Work - 1/7 - I took Wednesday-Saturday off
- Household Maintenance - 6/7
- Physical Activity - 4/7
- Wrote 500/1000+ Words - 0/7 - but with one day of less than 500
- Wrote on 2nd+ Draft - 0/7
- Meta Work - 4/7
- Personal Writing - 4/7
- Other Creative Things - 3/7
- Reading - 7/7 - I finished Queen Demon, finished Bloodhunt Academy, read a couple short stories, and started Red Rabbit; Taylor and I read more of Overgrowth; Alex and I read more of Dead Silence
- Attention to Media - 7/7 - Sunday I watched some book reviews in the background at work, and later we watched some storm chasing and then news coverage of the hurricane; Monday I caught up on Re: Dracula and listened to music, and later we watched news about the hurricane; Tuesday we watched more hurricane coverage, I listened to Re: Dracula and listened to music, we went to see Shelby Oaks, and later watched some book reviews; Wednesday I listened to Re: Dracula and then some music, and later some more book reviews; Thursday I listened to Re: Dracula, we watched the Ravens vs. Dolphins game, and then watched Jurassic World: Rebirth which was better than expected; Friday I listened to Re: Dracula, I watched Over the Garden Wall, we watched a paranormal channel livestream; Saturday I listened to Re: Dracula, and Taylor and I watched the current two episodes of the Real-Time Kingdom Hearts Fandub.
- Video Games - 1/7 - Taylor and I played some Final Fantasy XIV, getting through the first part of the PandĂŚmonium raid series
- Social Interaction - 4/7
Total words written" 348 on a WIP outline


ONE: comment with your character and preferences.
TWO: you're kissing.
THREE: reply to others.
FOUR: no, seriously, they're kissing.
FIVE: whether there's backstory behind it, whether this has been building-building-BUILDING up or you've just met or you've been cursed by the universal, non-season specific hanging festive object of your choice and you can't escape until you smooch OR you literally just tripped into somebody's lips, if doesn't matter. btw it doesn't have to be on the mouth. live your best creative life.
SIX: it's a thing. it's happening. so you probably better let the people in the back know if you want assumed CR, gentle kisses on the forehead only, if you prefer gen/platonic kisses for the kids, crack threads, frenching, one-sided or misunderstood intentions and mistaken identities, whatevs.
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I bought MG Wing Gundam ver.Ka back in April of 2018, which is several lifetimes ago now. Looking at that date, I momentarily wondered how I'd managed to get to a nerd convention. The Summer of the Doors, however, was a little closer to actually happening in summer; that ridiculousness started in May.
I don't think the Summer of the Doors, and by that I do mean actual physical doors not The Doors, had anything to do with not tackling Wing back then. It was more that Wing is a MG and at that point I'd never actually finished an MG. It took until this year to finish MG Infinite Justice and I'd started him back in what, 2010?
I've actually finished Wing, but I like this half-built photo best. He's got a lot of personality and while building went from rather morose to downright adorable and has settled into somewhat resigned. (I think he's cute though.)
Well, finished aside from waterslide decals, which I need both practice with and to make some decisions because like many MGs, Wing comes with a ridiculous amount of decals and the instructional photos and diagrams honestly look overdone. I also have a tiny Heero Yuy still on the runner and the urge to paint him as a youngster Gai Murakumo is intense.
The rest of my week involves getting the kitchen under control so I can keep cleaning up Monster High dolls for the nerd convention in a couple of weeks.
So much to sort through, so little time and energy.
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Go to your Works page on AO3, look at the tags, and see what the answers to these questions are. (Or any other site that has tags, I don’t know if FFnet or Wattpad does)
1. What rating do you write most fics under?
Teen & Up!
2. What are your top 3 fandoms?
Doom Patrol (81) (I've actually written around 250 DP fics but <3 not all are here)
The Orville (54)
Babylon 5 (20)
3. What is your top character you write about?
The Negative Spirit from Doom Patrol <3 Unsurprisingly! I'm in love with them!
I will not be doing my Squidge stats for this because it is embarrassing to me that Morden has a higher count than TNS does.
4. What are the 3 top pairings?
TNS/Larry (29)
TNS & Larry (23)
Alara Kitan/Solana Kitan (18)
On Squidge, where I was previously hosting much more of my fanworks at least the ones that weren't Problem Attic in nature:
Mr. Morden/Anna Sheridan (14)
Mr. Morden/OC (That's Viv!) (13)
Valentina/Her Spirit (6)
5. What are the top 3 additional tags?
( incest tw )
On Squidge, where I was previously hosting much more of my fanworks at least the ones that weren't Problem Attic in nature:
Drabble (20)
Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence (18)
community: femslashfete (17)
6. Did any of this surprise you? e.g. what turned out to be your top tag.
Yes! On AO3, I only have 20 b5 fics. On Squidge, I have EIGHTYONE!! It's because that's where I used to put my B5 fics I was too embarrassed for others to see. I need to get my 2nd otw-archive instance up so I can pile it all there.
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I pull into the parking lot, put up my handicapped hang tag and it shattered into 5 pieces. OMFG. It was cracked but I didn't realize it was that bad. I'm gonna have to tape it together until I can get to the BMV.
Get inside to find out our secretary had a major health event and is in ICU on an ecmo which is needless to say serious shit. Scary.
the ladies basketball teams me they're leaving tomorrow for a full week and I have to move the test to be fair to them (which really isn't a problem) so long as they're here for the bone practicum this week.
And then I set up my practicum. 4 and a half hours because shit is missing AGAIN. I know who took it because it's always him. I screwed up the answer key and questions 3 times. I didn't leave work until 830 at night and didn't eat dinner til 9. blech.
I was going to share something fun for music monday that I thought

[Image Description: 'A pivot table, showing I crafted over 47 hours in October on 11 different projects.' title='October 2025 Crafting Spreadsheet]
So yes! I tried a lot of projects in October! Some of which were abandoned! But I did have some finishes, so let's check them out:

[Image Description: A sticker puzzle featuring a Day of the Dead decorated skull.]
I got this sticker puzzle from my library several years back as a Take and Make kit. Man, I miss those kits! So much fun and they were FREE! Anyway, I finally did this one for The Lab challenge in Nerdopolis. The theme was "Science Lab" and this was my writeup:
Did you know Post-It notes were an accidental invention? A 3M scientist was attempting to create a super-strong adhesive when he accidentally created a weak adhesive instead. This adhesive was low-tack and responded to pressure. For this challenge, I did some experimenting with the weak adhesive on the back of my sticker puzzle (a Take and Make kit from my local library!). I tested to see if I could remove and replace the stickers to perfect their position (I could!).
Team shout out for Nerd Cred: My sticker puzzle is of a decorated skull for âEl Dia de los Muertosâ (The Day of the Dead). In Final Fantasy XI, there is an infamous quest to unlock your subjob that requires farming three items from monsters, one of which is a Magicked Skull that comes from skeleton enemies.
I've opted not to include the "before" picture here, showing the sticker sheet. This was fun and just challenging enough to BE fun and not annoying. It probably took me about an hour - I didn't time myself. I have another one of these sticker puzzles (a Monet print) that I hope to do for a future challenge in The Lab.

[Image Description: A pair of bright red lacy knitted legwarmers, worn.]
I only did one legwarmer this month--the other was completed in a previous month for a different challenge. I had to alter the pattern because my yarn was more of a bulky than worsted, and so I didn't get gauge. I guessed on pattern alterations which I thought worked well at first, but the truth is that there's not enough negative ease, and these slide down. Boo.
This legwarmer was submitted in the Nerdopolis Challenge "The Games We Played", with the writeup:
My family used to vacation in Hayward, WI when I was quite young, and we always brought board games along to play. Two of the games we played were Hungry, Hungry Hippos (which has a red playing board) and Hi-Ho! Cherry-O! (in which you collect red cherries). In honor of these memories, Iâve made a red legwarmer.

[Image Description: A crocheted water bottle carrier, with an attached pocket for a cell phone.]
This was a necessity. See, I've acquired a pair of earbuds which means I am now taking my phone to the gym so I can listen to Final Fantasy music while working out, as one does. Well, carrying phone AND water bottle AND keys AND towel AND spray bottle is a bit much, so I made this to combine two of the items into one convenient carry package. It works pretty well. Not perfect, but much better than juggling everything. I submitted this in Area 51, the challenge for finished WIPs or stuff made with stash yarn. This was from stash.

[Image Description: The start of a sleeve for a knitted cardigan. The generous amount of ribbing at the wrist is done, along with a few rows of the sleeve body. The sleeve is gray with a teal cable running down its middle.]
This is one of my Summit Seeker projects--those projects that will take more than a month to do. I decided to start with a sleeve and use it as my gauge swatch. My first attempt was last year, and I (a) cast on the wrong amount of stitches (b) used bigger needles at the time, and well, I just didn't like the fabric I was producing. So I frogged and started again with smaller needles AND the proper cast-on amount. Much happier now!

[Image Description: A crocheted approximation of Emet-Selch's soul crystal. It is purple and has an embroidered constellation on it, similar to the Gemini constellation.]
There was a challenge this month in which you were to make something related to a "bad guy" in your nerdery and I WAS NOT ABOUT TO MAKE AN EMET-SELCH DOLL, NO MATTER HOW MUCH I WANTED TO because ain't nobody got time to do a doll AND clothes in a month's time. I considered several options, included double-knitting something, but in the end I just winged it with crochet. It's... okay. Fulfills the challenge, but eh.
Some of the things on the list of things i tried are things I intend to go back to and finish (I *need* the Cat Lady Bag). Others, well, probably won't return to. But I had fun this month, for the most part.
Not fun: I worked on my Motion Picture Mosaic Cardi. FINALLY finished the sleeve I was on, so moved on to the right front. Problem: the edge of the back did NOT meet the edge of the front. I tried to hack a fix, but it didn't work (would have looked really stupid). So I need to frog at least SOME of the cardi. It's still in time out because I can't bear to look at it and figure out how much I need to pull back.
2. Instagram seems to have finally fixed the issue where it was saving copies of photos I post on my phone, even if I had the settings checked so it was not supposed to do that. It was fine for years and then a few months ago just started randomly saving the photos, meaning I have to remember to delete them off my phone every time or end up with dupes of everything I post there. Googling only got me instructions to turn off the setting related to that, which was already off. I tried turning it on and off again, logging out of my account, etc. to no avail, so I just decided to live with it and the annoyance of deleting the photos, for the convenience of Instagram crossposting to facebook, though it was very tempting to just abandon my Instagram account altogether. Anyway, a few days ago it just as randomly stopped saving photos. Fingers crossed it doesn't break again, or this time I really might just give up on it, since I don't really use it much other than for posting my daily cats.
3. And with that, a daily cat:

Since I'm a bit late, here is a little Halloween-centric meme taken from
( All these ghosts, ALL these ghosts! And I still can't find a boo! )
The Buffalo Hunter Hunter by Stephen Graham Jones
Horror (subgenres: indigenous, vampire, revenge) - physical novel
5/5
In 2012, a journal is found in the wall of a church being demolished. The journal belonged to Arthur Beaucarne, a Lutheran pastor, writing a century before. His descendant, Etsy, is given the chance to study the document. Within it, Arthur chronicles bits of his own life, but primarily focuses on his interactions with a Blackfeetâcalled Good Stab, among other namesâwho visited repeatedly to speak with him. Good Stab provided an accounting of his own life and the lives of the people around him, including the massacre of his people by white settlers, and his encounter with "The Cat Man"; a blood-drinking, immortal monster that made Good Stab into a creature like him.
My thoughts, some spoilers:
Reading this right after visiting Sand Creek was appropriate and certainly something.
I really enjoyed this book, but it was also very intense. Definitely not an easy read at times. It is deeply about long-running, all-consuming revenge, even at the expense of all else, and also about "just how much worse can this shit get?"
It also really kind of made me sit with sort of... moral ambiguity, I suppose. It is clear who the worst people are, but there's also very much not an unambiguous "hero." Which is good for the kind of story it is, but meant that for me at least there were some moments of "wow, I am 99% of the way with you, but yikes." (And yet knowing that the stuff that feels "yikes" is nothing in the scheme of things that happened.)
An odd thing I really appreciated was the way the narrative twisted something that at first felt like an honestly charming little character detail into something awful. I want to say what, but it's a pretty major spoiler. If you've read the book and are curious what thing I mean/know exactly what I'm talking about, please tell me so I have an excuse to tell you, because it was a weird thing to retroactively make my skin crawl, lol.
Nothing But Blackened Teeth by Cassandra Khaw
Horror (subgenre: haunted house) - ebook novella
3/5
Cat, Phillip, Talia, Faiz, and Lin, a group of friends, reunite on a trip to Japan. Phillip pulled the strings necessary to allow them all to stay in a Heian-era mansion, not typically open to the public. The location is reportedly haunted by the ghost of a bride who was buried alive after the death of her husband, as well as the ghosts of others who have been sacrificed in the same way. Talia has always wanted to get married in a haunted house, so this provides the perfect opportunity for her to wed fiancÊ Faiz. The reunion between the friends is not purely happy; many harbor resentments over past romantic entanglements or remembered slights, but they try to settle in to having a good time. It turns out the haunting of the castle is very real, and the ghost bride would welcome additional sacrifices...
My thoughts, spoilers:
I saw someone describe their own criteria for how they rate a book, based on what was interesting/boring/well-executed/poorly done, etc. Their 3/5 is split into what they call a "spicy three": something that did some things really well, and some things really poorly, so it averages out to a three, vs. a bland three, where it just did nothing remarkably well or badly. My scale is not really based on any objective or consistent criteria so much as "did I enjoy it?" but this book would be a "spicy three."
So... the good: it really did a great job, to me, of setting the scene and building up a nice sense of dread and creepiness. The building initially having incongruously clean parts that slowly begin to decay? Nice! The descriptions of the yokai painted on the screens and then later when those paintings and the figures within them begin to move and follow the characters? ABSOLUTE A+. I was picturing it like the stunning art and animation of Mononoke, and it was so so cool.
The bad: fuck all of these characters. This felt very much like a horror movie that I've seen before. I realize that was also something I said about Diavola last month, but in this case, I do not mean it as a compliment. In this case it was the cliche introduction of a whole group of people who are ostensibly supposed to be friends, but all insufferably hate each other. Why the FUCK are all of you getting together in a foreign country, even, with so many people you can't stand? I can't stand any of you.
Also, continuity errors. I realize this is something that seems to bother me slightly more than average, but it is probably the single thing most likely to throw me out of the story. In this case, part of what leads into the horror getting starting is the group of miserable assholes deciding to play a spooky game: 100 Candles. The gist is that you light 100 candles, then take turns telling scary stories, and you blow a candle out for every story you tell, then the last one still sitting in the slowly-darkening room (not freaking out or leaving) is the "winner." But there were two really annoying continuity issues at this point. One, when Talia decides they're playing this game, our main character, Cat, notes that Talia already had her fiancĂŠ set up the game, hundred candles lit and all. Cat goes into this room, has a creepy ghost encounter, some conversation, and then... the next scene is her complaining about how long it took for Talia to pick a room for them to set the game up in, because she didn't think any of them had the right atmosphere. Except... you already said it was all set up?
Then also with the game, we jump to midway through the game, where Cat is getting ready to take her turn to tell a story, and Talia walks into the room as she's about to start telling it. The whole point was to be the last one who didn't leave the room for any reason, but the one who wanted to play (who we get the impression is very competitive) is just wandering in and out?
That was actually an issue throughout: characters constantly seem to be entering and leaving rooms to facilitate having a conversation with Cat, but to an extent it felt really weird. Why are all of these people just randomly roaming around?
[For a bit I was trying to convince myself that these continuity errors and weird conversations had some purpose, like a hint that the characters were... idk, trapped as part of the haunting, reliving things in slightly different ways or something. But no.]
The neutral: the writing style. The writing style leans really heavily on figurative descriptions and narration. I liked it to start, but it started to grate on me. (It felt a bit like someone trying to do a writing assignment to use as much figurative language as possible, rather than something that flowed naturally. I didn't hate it, but I did get annoyed by it eventually.)
Mostly I was just disappointed by this one. It was blurbed by several of my favorite authors, and I had really high hopes for it, and then... I did not like it. With so many positive comments from writers I enjoy and respect, I felt like it was some failure with me, so I was a little relieved when I ventured onto its LibraryThing page and discovered that a lot of people felt similarly.
I was also a bit surprised that there were two Cassandra Khaw books included in the Tor ebook bundle (though The Dead Take the A Train was a co-write.) A little disappointed that I didn't like either of them as much as I'd hoped. I've heard a ton of recommendations for her book The Salt Grows Heavy, but I'm not super inclined to pick it up at this point.
Silver and Lead by Seanan McGuire
Book 19 of October Daye
Urban fantasy - physical novel
4/5
Now returned to the real world, after months spent in Titania's false version of faerie, October and the rest of her family are getting back to what passes for normal. For October, that includes being eight months pregnant, and her husband not wanting her to do anything that could put her or their unborn child's life at risk. Toby is ready to start climbing the walls, when Arden, the local Queen, comes to her with a request. During Titania's enchantment, a distressing number of magical items were stolen from the palace's treasury, and some of them are now being used to harm some of the kingdom's citizens. Arden needs a hero of the realm to find the culprit and retrieve these objects... and Toby is it. "Hero" doesn't come with maternity leave. Of course, the plot thickens, and it becomes clear that this is a trap that may have been set for Toby, specifically.
My thoughts, some spoilers:
I basically always enjoy this series, and I'm glad to see everyone returned to the "real world." (And while we got two books in 2023, the switch to a new publisher made 2024 a long, sadly Toby-less stretch, haha.)
This is a mostly self-contained story/mystery, which tend to be the books that don't hit quite as well for me vs. the ones that focus much more on the overarching plot. This one was pretty enjoyable, though. (I liked it better than When Sorrows Come, which was the last mostly self-contained book.)
There was one part that annoyed me, because there's a character that I thought was the obvious culprit, there's basically a flag waved about "YES, [CHARACTER] WOULD HAVE BEEN FREE TO DO THIS THING", and Toby still did not suspect that they were involved. Then when [character] shows up, Toby literally thinks "Ah, I should have expected that!" and I'm like... "Yes. Yes, Toby, you should have, and I'm deeply annoyed that you didn't." Maybe it's just me, because I had latched on to [character] having a really recognizable magical signature, so it seemed like, heavily-handed obvious that they were the one being hinted at, but... come on. I really hate characters just suddenly being stupid or oblivious in order to facilitate plot. (This wasnât as frustrating as in the aforementioned When Sorrows Come, where they just seemed to forget the powersets of the characters present, but it still bothered me.)
Other than that, I found it pretty enjoyable. Didn't expect Bucer to show up and be relevant. (But kinda wonder where he went at the end, there.)
One thing it did for me was absolutely feed Taylor's and my theory, which I'll give a separate cut to, in case you don't want to read about our speculation that feels more and more confirmed...
Taylor and I have a theory about Maeve:
We think she's Marcia. And everything that Marcia says in this book is just wildly confirming that theory to me!
Our board is not covered in red string, it's just painted solid red at this point.
I kept texting Taylor, telling them "I am looking directly into the camera, I cannot possibly be staring at the camera any harder. Marcia, you can't be saying that. You can't be saying that, Marcia."
- How conveniently it's explained why Titania's enchantment just didn't affect her.
- Gosh, Toby just somehow canât tell what her heritage is⌠must be because sheâs got so little fae bloodâŚ
- âWhy do we value some family connections and not others?â
â[âŚ] Like blood only matters up until a certain degree of removal.â
âI hate it.â
- Just quietly being unaffected by Bucerâs powers.
- Simon asking if she has children, and her answer: "It was a long time ago, and I donât particularly want to talk about it. Their father and I are not presently together.â
- Simon saying that Maeve would have to be better than Titania, and Marcia just with a steely "She will be."
Fucking KILLING me.
What Moves the Dead by T. Kingfisher
Book 1 of Sworn Soldier
Horror (subgenres: gothic, body horror, possession) - ebook novella
5/5
Alex Easton, a 'sworn soldier,' hasn't spoken to kan* friends, the Ushers, in years. When Alex receives a letter from Roderick, expressing his fears for his sister Madeline's failing health, Alex comes to visit them. The Usher family house is in a terrible state of decay, and so are the twins. As Alex spends more time on the estate, ka sees even more without explanation: strange lights in the tarn by the house, hares that behave and move in bizarre ways, Madeline's odd behavior during bouts of sleepwalking... Alex fears there may be something more at play than any of them understand.
*Alex's native language has many sets of pronouns, including ka/kan, which is a set of pronouns used solely for soldiers, which supersede any gendered pronouns they might have used prior.
My thoughts, minor spoilers
This story is a retelling/reimagining of "The Fall of the House of Usher," seeking to create an explanation for the events of the original story.
I really enjoyed it!
As usual, I don't have as much to say when I enjoyed something as I do for the things I didn't like. The imagery was really creepy, I love the care given to the explanation that the author went with, and how it worked.
The blending of the fictional history of Alex's fictional country brushing up against some real history within the book hit a good tone for me.
(I also appreciated that the pronouns explanation early in the story served two purposes: it did explain Alex's own use of the ka/kan pronouns reserved for soldiers (with worldbuilding flavor about that history), but also brought up the va/van pronouns, reserved for children. Much appreciated when that came up later to creepy effect!)
Alex Easton is an enjoyable character, and I definitely plan to get the other two books in the series.
Queen Demon by Martha Wells
Book 2 of The Rising World
Fantasy - physical novel
5/5
Kai and Zeide; along with Zeideâs rescued wife, Tahren; Tahrenâs brother, Dahin; and their younger charges Sanja and Tenes; return to the Rising World. The conspiracy against them, to destabilize the coalition and raise one of the Prince-Heirs to the position of emperor, has been revealed. Kai is perfectly happy to leave everything to the political powers to sort out, now that the conspirators have been unmasked. Unfortunately, before heâs able to fully retreat home, Dahin requests his help. Dahin thinks that he might have discovered the location of the Heirarchâs Well, the massive reservoir of power that they used in their conquest of the world. When an archeological expedition to the same area finds evidence that there was a Hierarch there far more recently than should be possible, the theory becomes something far too dangerous to ignore.
In the past, Kai continues to travel with Bashasa, the Prince-Heir who has become the leader of an alliance against the Hierarchs.
My thoughts, minor spoilers:
Again, I have so much less to say when I really liked something!
Much like with Witch King, I found the worldbuilding really enjoyable. I like the setting, I like that to me it feels like a very fully-fleshed world, even when some given group is not actively on the page. I like that different groups within similar cultures still feel extremely different from each other and can clash because of it. This book also gave us a brief glimpse of what normal life feels like, which I really appreciated. (I see that come up really often in writing advice; allowing the characters to breathe, getting the chance to see aspects of 'normal' life that they would desire to protect or return to. The story moves at a quick pace, but getting to see the characters relax with each other, even for just a few hours of in-book time, was nice.
While my above-cut summary mostly focuses on the âpresentâ timeline, the one following Kaiâs past is also still very enjoyable. I liked seeing him forced into the leadership role that in the present he seems to be famous for⌠even when he really wasnât interested in that and kind of complains about it the whole way.
One thing that surprised me was that this book clarified the timeline a bit more, and itâs actually a lot less time than I thought it was⌠I came away from Witch King with the idea that the timeline in the past was very removed from the âpresentâ timeline, probably to the tune of a couple hundred years. (We simply have so many immortal principal charactersâŚ) Itâs actually roughly sixty years, which changes the landscape a bit. Itâs a bit more dismal that it took so little time for certain groups to decide that maybe an empire wouldnât be so bad!
The relationship between Bashasa and Kai continues to break my heart. Like, we know whatâs happened by the present timeline, but seeing them in the past
Bloodhunt Academy by Mynah Clement/
Book 1 of Bloodhunt Academy
Paranormal Romance - ebook novel - read as an ARC
4/5
Vampires struggle in the world; theyâre often hunted by humans, who are taught to hate and fear them. Our main character was happy to live peacefully, content with her job as a night courier⌠until her home is burned down and she is attacked. She knows sheâll have to flee⌠and then she concocts a plan. Her final delivery was to a woman named âJoleneâ: a letter telling Jolene to report to the Academy of Attack Magic, drafting her into training to join the nationâs military. She decides that she will take Joleneâs place; the academy will be a place for her to stay, and her vampiric powers will help her to excel⌠despite the danger of being truly embedded in hostile territory. There she finds herself drawn to her human roommate, Yulia, as well as to the golden boy of the academy and legacy student, Kian. âJoleneâ will be forced to hunt eventually, as her menstrual cycle forces her to drink the blood of men. Soon it becomes clear there is an even darker secret than she could have guessed being hidden at the heart of the academy.
My thoughts, some spoilers:
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I will say that this is a bit to the side of genres I typically read, but I do particularly like a good âwhy chooseâ romance.
Despite how long it took me to read, this was an extremely fast book! (The length of time was solely because I had so many other books I was trying to finish; once I had the chance to focus on this one, it went extremely quickly!) It was a lot of fun, and kept up a snappy pace the whole time.
I would say it does feel very âfanfic-yâ, which is something the author herself has said she was going for. Itâs meant to be a breezy, enjoyable read, and I think it hit the mark.
Itâs a very⌠affirming book. Jolene is reassured multiple times by other characters regarding things many people struggle with: the necessity of rest, the importance of listening to your own bodyâs limits. When other characters or the systems around them donât allow for this, itâs portrayed as a bad thing that is being done to the characters, not a mark of strength that the characters are âbeing toughâ by having to push through those limits.
The story is heavy on themes of gender; vampires are always female, and they feed exclusively on men. Some of the prejudice that vampires face is very strongly linked to misogyny, which is an overarching theme.
The one thing I sometimes struggled with a bit was how few consequences there seemed to be within the academy itself, though I think that this mostly just turned out to be because the academy wants it to be a bit of a free-for-all when it comes to the students. But initially when âJoleneâ refused a mandatory ceremony with the school (and had to use her powers to escape) it was noted, but she didnât face any immediate punishment. Later, when the students are pushed into fighting each other to âroot out the vampireâs accomplice,â things just sort of carry on afterwards, with everyone going to class, and getting together socially, again without any apparent reaction from the staff or administration. It left me looking over my shoulder for something to happen in response, and it never really did.
I liked the eventual reveal of what the secret within the academy is. Itâs perfectly diabolical in terms of the purpose itâs serving!
I am certainly looking forward to the conclusion to the duology!
Bonus short stories (because I donât count short stories as âbooksâ unless itâs an anthology):
âShiverâ by Jules Kelley
(Sequel to âSwelterâ)
F/F Romance - ebook short story
4.5/5
Grace has transferred back to Alabama from her school in Colorado, wanting to be closer to her family. In late October, she shows up at Mayaâs doorstep, asking her to go with to a corn maze. According to Grace, her brother, Rob, bailed, and she needs someone to accompany her. Maya agrees, even though their relationship has been entirely undefined since their hookup at Robâs wedding.
My brief thoughts:
Cute and hot, just like the first story.
Funnily enough, the corn maze stuff was so nostalgic for me; I loved a particular corn maze that I went to a few times in college (Alexâs and my first official date was there!), but as it took off in popularity it just isnât the same any more, and there was a hint of that same vibe to the one Maya and Grace go to.
I was glad to see Maya and Graceâs relationship continue, even if for them itâs still a bit undefined.
If the author ends up writing another continuation for them, Iâd certainly be happy to read it.
âSoakâ by Jules Kelley
(Kind of a 1.5 between âSwelterâ and âShiverâ)
F/F Romance - short story on authorâs website
4/5
Graceâs âspring breakâ plans are pretty well sunk after she has to come home after a health scare with her father. After getting drenched in a surprise rainstorm, Maya picks her up, and gives her a spot to wait out the rain.
Extremely brief thoughts:
I didnât know this story existed, except it was mentioned in the front matter for âShiver,â and I suspected that Shiver was referring to it a couple of times. Indeed! This one is a free short story on the authorâs website, not available as an ebook.
I can sort of see why; it really is just a sort of bonus conversation between the two women, and unlike the other two stories, the physicality maxes out with flirting and kissing. They do have a sweet conversation about making the choice to come out or not. I actually really liked that conversation⌠while itâs in a lot of ways a good thing, most current queer romance Iâve read treats queer relationships as completely normative, and thereâs really no worry about coming out, or wanting a relationship with a family that might not be supportive. So itâs actually nice to see the sort of acknowledgement that sometimes it IS a difficult choice to make.
Glad I did go hunt this one down (not that it took that much hunting.)
I am currently reading five books:
- Red Rabbit by Alex Grecian, my current main read
- Feeling the Heat by Emily Antoinette, my current brain-candy side-read
- Queen Demon by Martha Wells, immediately rereading it with Taylor
- Dead Silence by SA Barnes, reading with Alex
- Dracula by Bram Stoker, following along via Dracula Daily/Re: Dracula
And I did finish one in November so far:
- Overgrowth by Mira Grant, which Taylor and I finished yesterday


